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(no subject) [Jul. 14th, 2009|05:02 pm]
Nanna's gone.
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2009|03:18 pm]
I'm beginning to wish I had AIM up here in scotland.
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Carnival Photos! [Jun. 20th, 2009|11:21 pm]
[mood | bouncy]



Me! During our last performance of the day!

Now, in order of start to finish! ^^



A quick pep-talk from steve.


Rehersal begins!


More rehersal!


And OFF WE GO!


This is about where walking and playing and paying attention to Steve got a little much - seriously - complicated!


The guy with the Hat? That's Jeff - he has about a hundred of them, all different, all with toys attached!


I am never wearing that bumbag/fannypack again. EVER.


Terry dropped one of his sticks. The first of many such drops from the Casha players XD


Mid procession, in the centre of Bromham village. BIG crowds there, all enjoying the music!


I think I'd just hit the wrong beat and put everyone off at this point XD OOPS!


Concentrate! Concentrate! Mustn't put everyone off again! No idea what John was doing XD


The last stretch! And Jeff was tickling the Majorettes!


And the finale! Fiona giving it a good twirl, as usual!


Sticking my tongue out at Matt, I believe XD


And the well deserved rest, after an hour of marching and playing!


The huddle, before our final performance!


Here we go! Rachle in particular looks to be concentrating, hard!


The kids really seemed to enjoy our performance! They spent most of it dancing and chasing one another around and through us XD


Mid set! Lotsa fun XD


And Mom looking bloody knackered at the end!

There are FAR more photographs than this, but these give you an idea of the day ^^

Hope you enjoyed! I certainly did!
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OMG Primary School photo! [Jun. 20th, 2009|08:54 pm]


OMG wasn't I SMALL???

That's me, in the blue cardy XD On my right is Gareth Bassett, my first Boyfriend XD
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Bomham Carnival! [Jun. 20th, 2009|06:12 pm]
[mood | chipper]

We (the Calnvalistas) played at the Bromham Carnival today!

And OH MY GOD I AM KNACKERED - I think my legs are going to fall off - srsly >>

We all met up at about 13:00 and set off to Bromham, where we got kitted up and did a quick rehersal. At 14:00 ish, the procession started off - there was another Samba Band there today, the Devisisgroup - they went ahead of us, quite early in the procession. About half an hour later, we got into line, behind the Majorettes and before the home-made Whacky Races.

The walk from start to finish took about an hour! But I barely noticed. We were marching and playing the ENTIRE way! Seriously - it was so much fun XD But my feet are now killing me and my legs are revolting. I fluffed up one or two of the breaks, Fiona nearly fell over, John nearly fell over, Terry and Mom both dropped a stick at least once each, we had to swerve around some horse-shit at one point - but it was all good!

Dad, Matt, AJ and Linz came along, they pretty much walked along with us all down the procession - Dad taking photos all the way and a couple videos.

Once we got to the end, we watched the two different teams of Majorettes doing their (long winded and eventually boring) routines, but as we were supposed to go on and do our final 'standing still' sets, the damn hosts fluffed up. We managed to play one piece - then the hosts basically spent half an hour faffing about with raffle-ticket winner announcing.

We finally got to play another two pieces once they were done with that - but we all felt more than a little bit insulted by the bad organising. The other Samba Band had been able to play their sets without any problems!

But really, it was a fantastic day, and we did well! Matt et al, all say we did great and they enjoyed listening to/watching us XD

Once Mom's given me the photos Dad took, I'll share!

I think I may be a little sunburned o.o Oh, and in the final set, I got dive-bombed by a bee! I danced about a bit, still playing with one hand, and shooingthe bee away with the other! Must have been an amusing sight XD

Our next gig is at a primary school next friday evening. Should go well ^^
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(no subject) [Jun. 13th, 2009|10:55 pm]
Updated [info]whisperfanworks with all the chapters so far of the re-written Divide. Will update it with 'Harry Potter and the Right To Grow' - my response to the Severitus!Challenge - soon as well ^^
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Calnevalistas [Jun. 8th, 2009|11:32 pm]
Told you I'd get a photo of us together ^^

This is me and Mom with the Samba Band we joined, taken the night we played a three hour gig in Bath, for the Bath Music Festival.



I'm right in the middle, with the red hoody and huge grin XD Mom is in front of me, in the white t-shirt XD
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(no subject) [Jun. 8th, 2009|04:27 pm]
The doc's put me back on the Sertraline (ie: Anti-depresants) >>

He's also booked me an appointment for a scan, to see if I have gallstones >>

Bleh.
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Old people dancing c.c [Jun. 6th, 2009|05:42 pm]
Mom took me along as her +1 last night to a retirement party. One of her collegues from within mental health was, obviously, retiring. He's 65 and an amusing old fella. Dances like my Poppa c.c

Anyway - so, I sort of agreed to go at the last minute, and then mom played Barbie with me and did my hair and makeup. Yes. I actually wore makeup c.c

I put on my pretty green&black-lace dress and wore high-heels (again, yes, I actually wore high heels) and felt rather pretty with the earings, mecklace, bracelet and ring that all matched and went well with the dress ^^

The place was alright, there were about forty people all told, all at least ten years older than me, quite a few verging on thirty years older than me c.c And they were all in mental health, most of them were shrinks of some sort XD

Mom and I chatted, mom did the rounds, while I sort of hung around being the odd one out, we drank a little and chatted a lot, listened to two good speeches and one not-so-good speech (where I kept wanting to go and tell him to lift his chin up and speack louder), I watched mom join in with the dancing a bit (and we both enjoyed ourselves watchign people dance around imaginary hand-bags, in that time-old eighties fashion XD)

All in all, it was a pleasent evening, and it got me out of the house.
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Trouser leg: 0 - Mouse: 1 [Jun. 5th, 2009|01:31 pm]
[mood | freaked]

Ok. As I said on twitter.

I have just been through the unique experience of having a mouse run up my trouser leg.

Seriously.








That was the STRANGEST thing that has ever happened to me. I had to take my trousers off in the middle of the garden to get the thing out again >>

The why? I was saving it from my cats! o.o

I know, I know, natural order of things, cats = carnivorous predators, mouse = prey. But bloody hell, I will not stand for watching Moogle and Twisp torment a tiny little field mouse in my garden >>

So... Matt and I had a merry chase around the garden, chasing off the cats and trying to catch the mouse. And yes, at one point, the thing went up my trouser leg o.o

It is a singularly wierd experience, feeling tiny little feet crawling up your leg, aiming for your butt >> So, off came the trousers and off sped the mouse!

We caught it in the end and released it into the bushes round the corner. The cats are now in the doghouse - and will be even more so when I tell Dad later.

Seriously, though.

MOUSE UP MY TROUSER LEG!
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2009|07:22 pm]
[mood | knackered]

The sky is blue, the sun is blazing, I just went for a bike ride with the parents, around Calne and back again.

I'm going to book an apointment at the doc's tomorrow. The bike ride has brought home to me precisely how unfit I am. I nearly threw up. THATS how unfit I am.

So. I'm going to ask if the doc can do that thing where they prescribe gym membership or something. I am going to look up ladies night at the local swimming pool.

I am currently dead, fanning myself with one of my many hand-held fans and I'm not even wearing that much. A cold shower is in order.

Ugh.
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Eurovision 2009 [May. 16th, 2009|11:22 pm]
WELL!

Norway won this year, but bloody hell, UK came in FIFTH! I'm amazed!

I'm going to see if I can find youtube vids of the songs...

Here's Norway:



Here's UK:



And here's Armenia, one of my faves:



I LOVE those outfits c.c But really, I loved this song - no bloody idea what the hell they're singing about most of the time, but neh, I liked it XD

Anyway - Well done Norway - and BLOODY HELL, WELL DONE UK!

However, can someone PLEASE explain the blue thing and the face-painted dwarves in Albania's song??



Seriously - wtf?
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Samba Band of epicness XD [May. 13th, 2009|09:50 pm]
[mood | ecstatic]



See that? See that right there?

I JOINED THAT.

S'true XD I'm playing the Cerdu (one'a the BIG drums with a deep sound) - it's bloody heavy, but SO MUCH FUN TO PLAY.

Here's the website for the band:

Calnevalistas

Me and Mum just got back from our first rehersal - I AM KNACKERED. BUT IT'S SO MUCH FUN XD


THIS is what we practiced (mostly) tonight XD



The three women with the bug drums hanging off their hips near the beginning? I was playing one of those drums XD
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Bath University PGCE course [Apr. 26th, 2009|06:03 pm]
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[mood | excited]

On Saturday, Mom took me to Bath so I could attend Bath University's PGCE Open Day.

It was held in a rather small room, in a hotel off've Queen Square, in the centre of Bath. It was PACKED and not very well run (no-one had signs, when a sign would definitely have been helpful!) all the various subject leaders were sitting around the room, on a seperate small table each and you kinda had to guess who represented what subject!

I stood around with some prospective teachers at the Primary and Early Learning table for a few minutes, while Mom tried to talk me into becoming a Primary Teacher. That was until a man (who I think was the head of subject for Music) came over from the back of the room asking for anyone who wanted information on Secondary teaching.

So I joined him, and a bunch of prospective teachers (only one other woman!) and he asked us if we'd like anything specific, or should he talk generally about teaching for now?

I suggested generalities for starters, so he gave us the cross-board information for student-teachers and answered some questions. Mostly, his info boiled down to:

A: research the curriculum
B: brush up on our personal learning and thinking skills
C: spend time in schools, watching our chosen subject teachers at work, helping out in classes etc
D: get a (full and intensive) CRB check done

And all of this BEFORE we attend the interview to get on the course. The most important part is the Classroom Experience - we need to be sure that this is something we want to do, and we need to be sure that we have the capabilities - so spending time in classes helps us confirm this AND shows that we really do want to be teachers (by showing the interviewers we took the initiative to find a school and take time to attend classes).

After he got al ittle too much into talking to one young man who wants to be a Music Teacher, I decided to move on to the Art teacher. She was talking to a young woman, and a younger man was waiting. So, I sat with Mom and we went over everything the Music-Head had talked about, I wrote down all my (apparently more numerous than I realised) skills and thought of and wrote down some questions to ask when it was my turn.

The girl left, and the young man had his go (and, seriously, he sounded like he was only there to make sure Art was something he DIDN'T want to do.. ugh) and when it was my turn, Art-Head (June Bianchi, I read from her tag) went for a mug of coffee to restore her voice and called over all the other people in the room her were there for Art. So I didn't get the one-on-one that I wanted >>

Anyway - there were five other women, ranging from four or five years older than me, to twenty or thirty years older than me (!) - most of them were specialists, in either Fine art, Jewelry/Fashion or Sculpture. I got my question in first - Maths GCSE?????

Turns out we need that BEFORE the interview, or they won't accept us at all. They used to do an Equivalance test, or allow us to take GCSE Math at the same time - but not anymore. Bath's PGCE is 'Gold Standard' and is one of the best in the country, they expect the best of their students and apparently churn out the best NQTs. So, we need the Math first.

After me there were a few questions asked, tha answers to which you could find out be reading the damn prospectus or the Bath Uni website. Back round to me again and I asked about the range of knowledge needed for the course, explaining that while I do Fine Art in traditional media, I also work in digital media, craft and so on - but lack knowledge in 3D - so should I look into doing a refresher in something like Sculpture or Ceramics?

At this point, Art-Head's body-language went all 'INTERESTED NOW' and we spent a few minutes being told that in order to do well on the course you NEED at least some knowledge in all areas, and SPECIFICALLY the basics in drawing and that, yes, a refresher course would be a good idea and that wow, you do digital media, that's a good thing, we need that as well these days.

All in all, a damn good sitting, even though I didn't get my one-on-one that I wanted. Mom says Bianchi seemed highly interested in the fact that I had a grounding in all subjects and didn't specialise in only one thing and that, there's a good chance she'll remember me and recognise me at the interview. Which can only be a good thing XD

After that, we went over the notes I had made - June Bianchi went into detail on what we'll be doing for the year-long, full-time course:

A: the weeks are exactly that - 2 days of lectures, 2 days spent in school learning to teach and 1 day of personal study
B: 2/3s of the entire 9 - 10 months course will be spent in schools, with real classes, learning to teach and helping out classes
C: there will be 3 assignments -

1: Planning/Relfection/Resources - basically, learning how to and actually writing Lesson Plans
2: Creating/Adding to my Portfolio, to be taken to School Placement Interviews
3: Action Research - write-ups and research into my specific expertise area

And a slyly added 4th assignment:

4: Non-Art Research into the generic aspect of teaching itself - which is something like the Theory of Teaching

D: On top of all this, will be the need to refresh my wider knowledge, in both practical application and theory of art.
E: I will need to refresh myself on Art History and probably a little Art Philosophy.
F: I will need to know the Curriculum back-to-front (even if only in simple terms) for both Key Stage 3 and Key Stage 4 (that's an entire six years of curriculum!)
G: I will have to prove that I can Manage my Time and I will have to be Flexible.

Bianchi had also told us that, though there is not a shortage in Art teachers (and it's also not a Core Subject) Bath University has an extremely high rate of NQTs going straight into work, either as Part-Time, Full-Time or even as Supply Teachers. (Again, this'll be because Bath is a 'Gold Standard' PGCE.)

I had tried to ask Bianchi about the Bursaries or Finances available, specifically for Art PGCE, but she seemed vague and asked us to find the Financial rep, who would be able to tell us anything definitively, as she wasn't comfortably aware of what it is like now.

So - Mom and I went to find someone who could tell us about the Finaces. We managed to find a Teaching Rep (whom I think was a Math rep, actually) and he simply pointed us at the financial section in the Prospecti#us.

Turns out, that for my Non-Core subject choice, there is:

A: a Bursary of £6,000 from 'TDA Training'
B: a Bursary of £1,000 from 'Bath Spa'

(If it was Core, the TDA is £9,000 and there's an additional £2,500 'Golden Hello' on top of those!)

I'm thinking, that because I'm unemployed and homeless, I'll get the full amounts from both TDA and Bath Spa. I can then use the TDA one for traveling and so on expenses.

So - it's all looking good!

I've spent the day afterwards and most of today, looking up on the Curriculum and finding out about refresher courses and the Math GCSE.

Come July 2011, hopefully, I will be an NQT in Secondary Art and Design! ^^
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Family Planning, Spork-a-Like, Facedesk. [Apr. 16th, 2009|09:24 pm]
[mood | apathetic]

Went to the doctors today to book an appointment to get the 'Implanon' etonogestral contraceptive implant outta my arm.

Guess what? They don't have anyone at the local who can perform the minor walk-in-walk-out surgery >>

So.. I gotta go to the local Family Planning Clinic to get it done. The Doc took me over to see the Nurse about getting some numbers - and this'll sound bloody silly - but I felt like I was being stared at by the woman, sort of a 'you getting an abortion?' stare.

I was standing there, smiling, thinking 'nononono I'm careful, this is about getting rid of the careful so I can start a family sometime soon!'

See? Sounds silly. Still mildly unerving though, because 'Family Planning Clinic' to ME conjours up 'abortion' and 'pregnant at fifteen' (which, in the town where I currently live, isn't actually too far from the truth.)

But yeah. so, tomorrow, or Monday, I'll be calling up the local Clinic and probably having an awkward conversation >>

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Oh, and the Doc gave me some cream for my hands. I'm OCD about washing them, so I've got chronic exzma on my knuckles and the back of my fingers/hands. Hence, cream.

Problem is, that I can't put the cream on myself, because I'll want to wash my hands afterwards, which will defeat the whole blasted point. So Matt put the cream on for me - and then washed his hands, making me want to wash my hands.. annoying circle >>

I still want to wash my hands anyway, because I can SEE the grease/cream that's on the back of my hands.. and I want it OFF.

Meh.

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We had a Spork-a-like in the garden today. Six or so month old male kitten, classic tabby. Looked a lot like Spork - just on a slightly smaller scale. Was mildly depressing, but mostly amusing, because Moogle and Twisp didn't know what to do with him.

When he first appeared, Twisp was sitting with me and her tail and hackles went 'POOMF' and she stalked him for a bit. Then Moogle turned up and she stalked him too.

Eventually I left them to it (after taking a few photographs - I was photographing the Austen ATCs when this happened) and went inside to put the camera away.

When I came back downstairs - it was to find Spork-a-like in the kitchen eating my cat's food!

So, I picked him up and dumped him outta the front door. I managed to get some scratches for my trouble. Stupid thing >>

Cute though.

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*facedesk*

I'm getting sick of both DA and Y!G recently.

There's entirely too much drama here on DA, and Y!G is far too restrictive.

I've had a few things removed from both galleries.

I'm sick of the blatant rule-pushing that people get away with here, while really rather inocent art gets flagged and pulled. And I'm sick of the hypocrisy of Y!G - brilliant art that looks a little too much like the refs, or collaborated art where one collaborator isn't a member gets pulled, while child-porn stays.

Oh, this doesn't mean I'll be pulling a 'wahwahwahbooi'mleaving!' I'm just saying. It's getting on my nerves.

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I'm also in a bit of a funk - art wise.

I just.. don't particularly want to draw at the moment.

I've been focusing mainly on job searching, looking for a local college to re-take my Math GCSE, looking for somewhere I can volunteer my time working with youths and writing out any and all lesson plans that come to mind, while researching both teaching techniques, the curriculumn and example lesson plans.

I've also been worrying about the whole 'starting a family' thing. We need a house and jobs before we can do it, and I'm not getting any younger (and complications run in my family, so I NEED to be as young as I can be.. if that makes any sense...)

So. Yeah.

Real life is sort of being a bitch recently.

Maybe I'll take the time at the Family Planning Clinic to talk some things over with them.

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Other than that.

Neh.

H


P.S. Is it me, or am I growing up? >> I used to whine about really rather insignificant things in here, now I'm whining about being scared I'll encounter problems getting pregnant and carrying to term >>
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I am returned - what have I missed? [Mar. 30th, 2009|01:29 pm]
Well! It was a good, relaxing holiday.

VERY relaxing, really.

Except for the part where I spent the weekend with my first-cousins, all under the age of seven XD

Katelyn and Darcy are Gareth and Tanya's daughters, aged 4 and 1-ish respectively. Mariah, Robyn and Imogen are Layla and Ian's daughters, aged 10, 6 and 2-ish respectively. (I didn't actually meet Mariah, unfortunately. Layla and Gareth are my cousins, my mother's niece and nephew - thier brother, Gavin is only 19-ish and is refusing to get married or have kids XD)

I spent the weekend as a climbing-frame and tickle-maister for Katelyn and Darcy, showed Robyn how to work mom's digital camera and was avoided by Imogen XD

I am now broody as all hell. Seriously. Even the farting, nappy-changing and screaming-noise-making didn't put me off. They're kids, they do that. Oh, and the birth-story swapping by Tanya, Layla, my mother and her sister Kris - none of THOSE put me off either c.c They just made me laugh and cringe in equal measure XD

Anyway, got hundreds of photos of the kids, I'm sportiong a million new cat-scratches from Kris's cat Clipper (ironic, considering), I'm reaxed and raring to go on my projects and my diet.

So. New art soonish (I only managed to draw ONE thing this past week, despite my sending myself the script for Yamabushi - and that was a castle we stopped at on the way home!) and hopefully more lost wieght soon as well c.c
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Tree Of Life Illustrated [Feb. 2nd, 2009|01:34 pm]
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Such a beautiful illustration of a such a simple and beautiful explanation. I hope this is used in schools, as it is awe inspiring and so simple to understand (even if it is animal-centric and skips plant and other life entirely).

I just love this little snippit, and may have to look up the actual program, as it appears I missed it.
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Happy Birthday to me! [Feb. 1st, 2009|12:26 am]
Where I am, it's now February the 1st! XD

I turn 26 today!

*dances around with a party hat on singing Happy Birthday to herself*

XD

H
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(no subject) [Jan. 29th, 2009|10:45 am]
So, tell me...

What's the best way to start a morning?

Openning a letter from the bank telling you they've closed your account?

Or openning a letter from a loans company telling you they're 'dissapointed' you've 'not kept up with the loan agreement' and will be sending goons over to collect if you don't 'call within five days'?

Or both?

Well!

I got very little sleep last night AND I openned both these fucking letters this morning. So take a guess as to how I feel at the moment.

Yeah.
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Blasphemy Challenge [Jan. 27th, 2009|04:56 pm]
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[mood | amused]



Yupp - finally got 'round to it.

Also - I'm back on Y!Gallery again c.c The 'forgiveness' thing apparently let me through.
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